There are places I'll remember All my life though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places have their moments With lovers and friends I still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life I've loved them all But of all these friends and lovers There is no one compares with you And these memories lose their meaning When I think of love as something new Though I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them In my life I love you more Though I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them In my life I love you more In my life I love you more

断断 续续的哭了半夜，不是对他绝望而是对自己绝望  知道继续下去的结果  都装傻的避开 他沉睡我清醒  如果这是生活对我的报复 那么我可以放弃生活  而不是老旧的伤疤来嘲笑   还可以只为一句话而哭泣  心还会疼   感谢一切我还活着

 不太常动的脑子，这几天拼命的在转，就连晚上睡觉的时候，都在想，到底 要不要有这样那样的情节，那一年应该是这样的，这个时候应该出来个这样子的人，然后在推翻觉得不好，感觉好的时候就把一段一段的写下来，然后发现那东西杂的拼不上个边，刚看了个蕾丝边的作品，其实只是个开头了，但是还是喜欢他的文字，于是就想干脆把子文这个人弄的更神经质更不正常些吧，我必须承认自己的脑子有问题了，就像晚上的时候拼命的翻了哥哥和唐唐的照片，到处到处的去找，然后又悲伤的像被抛弃了一样，有时候就是这样喜欢找些事情来虐自己一下，感觉到伤痛才能感觉到存在，刚才很深刻的和某人讨论了我的冷淡，他说有自觉比没自觉好，让我自己慢慢考虑去。切 我觉得就连那讨论也是偶想表现下成熟才这样做的，我疯了 我自闭了  我忧郁了 这都些什么破词啊 真想骂句 滚  很大声很大声的  可是对着谁骂呢  好吧 让子文对着江文骂  明天就写个这样的段落出来。